A good cry.

I don't know why but this song always makes me cry. 

Sometimes everyone needs a good cry. I call my mom an incredulous amount of times per day because she is essentially my best friend and I talk to her about everything. I call her sometimes just to cry on the phone.. and it always makes me feel better. With my mom several hours away it's the next best thing to having her be right there with me.

In times of stress and worry, I always turn to God and pray for him to give me strength to not worry over things that are beyond my control. I tell myself that nearly every day. 'Don't cry over spilt milk' my momma used to always say. I firmly believe that everything in life happens for a reason and that God has a plan for us all. A lot of things don't make sense initially, but given time things always work themselves out. It's the waiting I hate so much... why do I always have to wait to understand everything? So I've been praying for God to take away my anxiety and hopefully he hears my prayers. 

In the mean time, I've been turning to my fave bottle of wine and whipping up some homemade cookies to make me feel better about things. 

My apologies for not being a better blogger, but I love y'all dearly and I genuinely enjoy each and every one of your sweet and thoughtful comments and your amazing blogs! 

xoxo

-ash <3